A warm welcome from a fan and a chance to express grattitude



    Dear BTS,
              Your new album ARIRANG is now streaming.After a longtime you guys came back.I will take this opportunity to thank you for your existence and music and a warm welcome on your homecoming.
                        There was a time when i wasn't trying to live anymore.I was barely thriving,losing myself day by day.On the days of march 2024 , i came back home, leaving everything behind,my dream,passion and everything from a city where i thought i could achieve everything, again. I know that to realize our dream we have to cross the difficult path. Going there i also thought like that, a new start.It was a great opportunity for me and my friends. We enjoyed our preperation.But i came back ,was not clearly escaping as i think of it now.If i didn't come back that day i won't be here,feeling this calm, expressing my grattitude so enthusiastically like this. On those chaotic days , acually no one understood me.My mother tried,but she don't know the voices in my head.Nothing could see through me.Even if i explained it end up in questions and doubts.Then there was you,your song zero 'o' clock.Earlier i heard your songs ,watched your performances and loved it.But this time music didn't just sound good.It understood me in a way i couldn't explain it to anyone else.I repeatedly heard your song...was living in it literally.You gave me a reason to keep going.I would hear your song and restart the day as you said.On those days i felt the whole world was judging me,taunting me,telling me that i'm not worthy of my dream.Exam was aproaching but the mentally injured me was barely coping.I was bright,active and doing my study enthusiastically that year but i didn't expect this storm.And i became the moodiest and laziest person i ever know.Every one around me looked at me with the same thought like i'm the laziest and incapable person to pursue my dream.Still faces the same qestions but in the fight with a calmer mind,stronger vision,greater spirit,for that you are one of the reasons . You guys understood me, comforted me without even knowing that i existed💜 .
                  I don't know if this will ever reach you.But thank you for helping me come back to life. Your every song is beautiful but zero 'o' clock have a special place in my heart,like many of the armys.Good luck wiith your new album arirang and in it 'Hooligan' is my favourite.
                                                                    with love💜

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